Later he would hear others talk about it. It was then he found out he wasn’t normal. It wasn’t “normal” to think of killing yourself. But here he was weighing the pros and cons of living. He didn’t want to die, but he wanted the pain and agony of living to end! He wanted this self hatred to end! Maybe he could have a fresh start in a new form, with a father who lives, a brother who doesn’t resent him, and a mother who loves him. Maybe next time he wouldn’t be a monster, and this pain that tormented him would go away.
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